Saturday, June 23, 2007

Hidden feelings

Everybody has a way of expressing their feelings. Some people talk about it for hours and hours. Some bottle up their feelings and drown them in a number of bottles or puffs. Some just snap at the people around. Some just write it in a blog. Well i am one of the latter.

And if you are still reading this you are suicidal. Anyways i enjoy taking a pen and joting down whatever i feel and at times the words just jostle around my brain they push each other away and fight for a space in my page.

Here it goes..dont blame me after reading it ...

To Supreme Divine Force : I Want to go two days back.
We all know "Everything happens for good".

But Who is mocking me?

If I cant give you happiness, I promise I will never give you any tears.
I’ll never ask this again to you….I m no one to ask this again to you ??

When we least expect, thing come true and when expect it....it never turn up but still there is nothing bad in hoping .
Don’t break my belief .... don’t lie to me .. my fingertips touch the others, reality merges into illusion, and i see your face ..pain dissolving into tears.. There is silence between us….I cannot take it anymore . My hand reaches out but only air is there and I can feel the emptiness in your eyes n in your soul. Oh God ! why its happening to me.

Now the reality...
But being an army officers daughter i do not appreciate tears. So not many people have seen me cry that is except for the reasons 4 and 2.I prefer sitting in a corner and writing stuff and expressing my feeling to the pages of my diary which are bound to make others cry!!! Ha ha..call me wicked!!

But there are those close friends of mine who read my face and identify the issue so correctly. Its amazing coz i myself would not know what is bothering me!

3 comments:

Anurag said...

I like ur article.I have read almost all of urs nd find one thing tht some how nd some whr u put feeling of a person in manner which force to think.... to think about himself......to think about some one .....nd......
As in this article "..When we least expect, thing come true and when expect it....it never turn up but still there is nothing bad in hoping..." the common happening with every human being but gives a ray of light to keep alive hopes....as hopes r the life line of human....no hope no life..
its some thing which motivate a person to do .....

Mayank said...

First of all why do want to go two dayz back....you should never ever think of doin it....always look for ur future not ur past....wat has happnd has happnd....u cannot revert it back.
I also do not appreciate tears....there are very few ppl on this planet whose tears bother me and u r one of them......i want that diary which will make me cry...see i am already crying just by the thought of it ;-)

Unknown said...

U can call me critic but i don't care...as i don't like this article...bcoz all observation are one sided in this article...and that side is called dark side and don't like darkness,,,
as i feel that we only get those thing which we really expect high..think seriously i think we all get only those thing which are in our priority list at first number...and not get thing which are in second place in our priority list...can u just review ur priority list and mark which u got...which u get they all were i think r at first place...e.g. ur job...it is another thing that once we get the thing we change our priority ...but at first place we got it...
Another thing u said u don't like tears...completely unacceptible...
Everybody in this world lke tears...which shows that their is some one who can share with us ....it is another thing that somebody cry in lonely and somebody in public....u can find out whomsoever shows u their tear r the one who r very close to u....ur mother,ur bro & sis and hope ur best frnd.......why to hide our feeling...we r free to do whatever we want...r not we free??? ...or should we think abt what people will say...i want freedom of thought ...what u want to do...do that doesn't matter who likes and lislike...
We generally live on society rules ...that we should cry bcoz people will think that we r cowardise ...is this not the real cowardise......if u want to call it bravery than at least i m not agree...do u????
I like crying bcoz that give me peace..
One more thing if possible author should also write their thought abt comment...other wise it all thinking is waste...Am i not right???